Why i have been reluctant to post

As some have noticed, this sissy fuck toy hasn't been very active here this year, so i thought i would explain why. This gurl was outed at work and as a result, i was fired. This led me into a shame based depression and i have struggled to be visible on the net. This account was discovered and was considered a violation of the "Code of Integrity" in my employment contract. So while i still dress and think of myself as a sissy gurl, and since my Wife/Mistress still loves me, i am slow to share my experiences with strangers. Plus, my need to find another job has taken much of my time and energy. Stay tooned. Love to you all,