Sometimes I just love something I write;2

For some reason the ham ster cuts out what I write and here is one.::: Before I met my wife she was a hot snowbunny fuck slut for this black man and his friends. When I first saw her I knew I needed to be with her. I didn't care what I had to do to be with her. I panted like a cute puppy, my words were all so wrong, as my tongue was in a knot. I looked and sounded like the fool I have always been. She saw me as a loser white boi, just the way her black daddy told her how, to know a total white boi loser, and take control of him. He told her as soon as you have him on the hook, you kiss him, but take control with her kisses. He told her how to use her tongue and force it all over the inside of my mouth. I laid my tongue down and let her do what she wanted, I just felt so horny for her as she could do anything to me. Her kisses didn't stop as she was in control and I was following her . I felt her move one of my hands on her boob and I squeezed it so softly. She was unbuckling and unzipping my pants and her had ran down to my very small pale white penis, and touched me. At that moment she said, "Oh fuck no your a eunuch with a boi clit.", she laughed for a second, and my small head was puking a quart of cum on her hand before she could pull it out. She wiped her hand all over my blue jeans and told me to take her home. As I zipped up my very wet pants and started the car she started asking me, "You are a disgusting, not even human, less than a wet dog. you don't deserve sex from any woman. What I want to know is do you suck cocks? Are you a cock sucker? I bet your a faggot or at least likes to dress up as a girl. All you are is a pussy, no woman would wants a no dick boi like you, ever. If you don't suck cock you need to learn as that will be the best sex you can get.". As I dropped her off she told me, "Never come around me again you fucking faggot white boi.". A week later she called and told me, "Come by, maybe she would touch me again and see what happens.". I was there like a love sick puppy, so many times, who knows how many!  She always told me she might touch my penis again, but after all these years, I bet she never does as this loser beta boi, does not deserve to cum from her superior queen touch. Tell me what you think, should this not been written?